Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I am Tired

I am tired,
Eager to rise yet anxious to give up;
Forfeiting my right to smile for
Blinding tears And
Shutting my ears to cheer.

I am tired,
Watchful to serve yet needing to be served;
Seeking to let go and accept
My stride's length, But
Questioning my strength.

I am tired,
Destined to love yet wishing to feel less;
Wanting to run away to
My tiny island And
Walking on desert highlands.

I am tired,
Longing to Do yet required to first Be;
Taking my turn on earth
In mortal armor And
Dependant as a pauper.

I am tired,
Created to succeed yet doubting;
Slipping over and over and over
Like oil under my feet And
Waiting on God's loving lead.

I am tired,
Thinking all is well yet frustrated;
Studying my path to Him
Amidst life's wounds And
Turning to prayer's sure boon.

I am tired,
Weary for release yet cherishing each day;
Trusting my life is accounted
For as an instrument And
Reaching for my true measurement

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